When was the last time you were truly fed up? Fed up with everyone and everything to the point that you just don't give a flying you-know-what?

I'm sure many who have read my previous posts know that I write purely from the heart and I always try to have something motivational to say, but right now, at this moment in time, I'm going to rant. I'm going to rant about  how people insist on being difficult even when we try our hardest to be lenient with them.

Never have I been the type to complain. Don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to say that I'm some kind of super being that never complains, I mean, I am human after all so I do complain but I choose to not let it consume me. I would rather voice my opinions knowing that at the same time I'm also providing a sort of a solution.

Well today, I'm going to complain...

I wish someone could sense the anger that is in me right now as I write this... Feeling as if I have the weight of the whole world on my shoulders, I have developed this inner rage. Don't really know who it is directed at, so it somehow ends up exploding on everyone who's near me at that moment when I decide to vent. I do know what the cause of the anger is. Being fed up.

I'm fed up with people taking me for granted. I give a hand, an arm and every other limb in my body to those that I love and I barely get a pinky finger in return. Maybe I just try to hard. Maybe I just give too much and then also expect too much in return.

Well that was the last. I'm tired of being someone's floor rag. I'm tired of being walked over. This is me putting my foot down and saying that's the last! The last of sweet, caring Simphiwe Jacqueline Nkosi. Why should I be the one who always has to make amends?

Thought this year would be different, but I guess I was mistaken. Watch me get angry and see if I care what anybody has to say about it. It's time I started doing me. My reincarnation begins right here, right now and if you know that you were one of those who abused my attention, then watch me walk away, middle finger up high.