This is going to be the first time that I'm going to write a blog without first drafting it, I'm just moving my fingers over my keypad and letting my heart bleed, so here goes..

I don't know how to describe this feeling, this moment in time where I feel butterflies, gazelles and a whole herd of elephants in my tummy every time I see him. It's quite obvious now that this post is going to be about a guy. This guy who had me hooked the moment I laid eyes on him. This guy who made me smile with just the first sentence that came from his mouth. I vowed that this blog would never talk about love or a man, because when it came to me, none of those were ever certain. But that vow just flew out of my mind the moment he came into my life. Call it fate, call it destiny, call it whatever you want to call it, I believe we were meant to be. Everyday, I have lived just for me. Telling myself that I don't need a man, and quite honestly I never needed one, but I need him... I'm all about independence, I'm a super feminist at heart and that statement just made me feel like I betrayed myself, but I can't help it, because it's the truth.

I don't know where this may lead, I'm hoping it's for life...

"This Jay loves you Jay"